I am Thunder
I wish I could go back over all the months that I never did write anything and empty all the experience. Even if most of it was going through the garbage of Toronto.
This summer has been different, just like all the other ones before it. I've always had a unique summer every year I feel.
I need only to find the few things that make me happy and stay with those; but trying to like all the things that my friends like has opened my eyes.
I'm going to make people angry even though I don't know what for yet. All I know is that it doesn't bother me as much as it did before.
I'll always be torn between wanting to be the mysterious stranger who explodes alone and the keg standing partier surrounded by good friends.
I'm glad I'm going back to Redeemer. No matter how much it costs.
I'll always be jealous of other artists, no matter how much I like them or their work.
I've chosen the worst vice of them all but I love that I know that it's ok; I'm not ashamed.
I've always held back for fear of sweating too much, except in shows and in City of Snow's first music video. I like that.
I realize I started every sentence here with "I". Screw you if you think that's too prideful; I've got a life to live before it's over.
And I intend to figure some of it out before then.
